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2006-05-10T06:53:00.000-07:00

sry guys ... didnt had the time to blog.... or either i was to lazy.....

haizzz went ice skating with my class ytd..... its supposed to be a class outing ... however some ppl last min decided nt to go..... im actually quite ok wif it..... nth big wad ... dey oso nt important.... but eileen however was v upset wif dem - _ - bla bla bla wad class outing... haiyo... anyway... we went to jurong entertainment for lunch omg la!!! so small!!! i tot tampines mall was small!!!! now i learnt how to appreciate u tampines mall and century square!!!!! den we went to the arcade for awhile... xD i played time crisis 3.... and completed the 1st level wif full health hahahahaha de class was like SIAN!!! CAN WE GO NOW!?!?!??!??? WE WANNA ICE SKATE DE!! !! so i stopped playing and we went off to ice skating hahahaha... damn ex la... and so many ppl .... i prefer the kallang ice skating rink... but the building was demolished long ago ... - _ - haizz... anyway mi feet muscle cramped arnd 2 mins after i started skating - _ - pathetic rite?? i nid more exercise le - _ -...... hahahah eileen saw me spinning and skating backwards and kept pestering me to teach her( and i refused) and she also wanted to take a sip from my mineral water ( i refused too) haiyo..... i noticed now after being wif SOMEONE.... im v bad to gals..... hahahahaha nvm la... dun care la... dey nt important oso xD anyway i ice skated for like 1 hr 45 mins and i went off with low( mi class de ) and went to meet low(de authentic 1) at dover mrt station hahahahaha den met john and had dinner - _ - v boring day la ... nth much.....

today was like hmmmm lemme think.... nth much too!!!! omg!!! my life is so boring!!!!!only met wenqi after sch - _ - haiyo !!!! im getting more and more boring!!!!! but theres something weird happening to me recently.... something seems to be troubling me.... i kept feeling v worried or v anxious for no reason - _ - HAIYO I HATE IT!!! I DUNNOE WAD IM WORRYING ABOUT!!!! and for some reason im feeling extreme heartaches!!!! it feels like mi heart is slowly being twisted and someone is digging it wif a sharp object - _ - really unbearable haizz....... BUT AGAIN!!!! I DUNNOE Y IM FEELING THIS WAY!!!! TTS LIKE SO PATHETIC LA CAN!!!!!

terrigible horrigible vegetable...

2006-04-26T06:39:00.000-07:00

Oh man... what a terrible night i had last night...- _ - ... wenqi was having some troubles and i was unable to comfort her ... so naturally i feel really horrible... and went to sleep... but i woke up in the middle of the night after having nightmares... and den i tried to slp again.. this time i was semi-concious .... unable to sleep and unable to wake up .... freak man.... and while in this state i had several nightmares.... i can only remember 2.... one of them is i remember going to school... but everywhere i will see a rectangular black thing( which i can't really recall what issit) and every1 will be holding it..... and whenever i see that black thing... i will feel extreme heartache... its not the normal 1.. it feels as if there's a an invisible force (jedi arr charlie xD) surrounding my heart ... slowly crushing it continuously.....its really v v unbearable... i have never ever had this feeling before... really feel very hopeless.. and feel like giving up on life... felt like ending everything... well... the other dream was a secret... anyway i woke up in the morning ... feeling extremely groggy and horrible... and i took a shower... not long after.. my parents were pounding on the door yelling at me to bathe faster... and all along keep scolding me - _ - IRRITATING LA!! cos mi cousin wanted to use the toilet... as she had to go to school ( me too la) when i came out my kept nagging at me about me being irresponsible and using the toilet too long... actually i really didnt noe my cousin needs to use the toilet... i really thought she had finished using it.. cos normally last year she wakes up at 5.30 to use it.. - _ - so i told mi mom tt... and she said im irresponsible and don't keep assuming.. so i got frustrated ... and shouted back at her.. and she slapped me... - _ - fuck man... the slap doesnt really matter... i was really sad over something else... and thanks to the slap it triggered my emotions and i finally cried for the first time in a very long time... (ya baby boy bla bla) whatever.. but im really glad i cried... i had always wanted to do so... but jus couldnt cry... anyway... cried le and made me feel better... and i got ready to go to school.... the MRT was freaking packed !!! ( as if its normally empty xD) haha anyway... i only get to sit down at city hall and slept all the way to commonwealth MRT station.. xD lucky not boon lay ar.. hahaha met my poly friends and went for tutorial.... on the way up the hill to School of Life Sciences and Chemical Technology... one of mi girl classmates came down saying the lecturer is absent - _ - wake up so early for nth!!! so we went down the hill to canteen 2.... BUT!!! when we reachin canteen 2... another classmate called and said the lecturer was here... de note was for ytd!!! WTF!!! walk up the hill again la!!! kns... oh man.... anyway nth much happened in school except tt we went to SIM to eat ... not nice lor the mixed vegetable rice - _ -yucks!!! I REALLY MISS 4E1!!!! ITS LIKE IM THROWN INTO THE WEST WHERE I NOE NOBODY AND UNFAMILIAR WITH THE ENVIRONMENT... I REALLY MISS MY SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE!!!! I SEEM TO BE UNABLE TO ACCEPT TT IM MOVING ON WIF LIFE AND LEAVE MY SEC SCH LIFE BEHIND T_T I REALLY MISS 4E1...

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2006-04-25T04:41:00.000-07:00

Sian arr wake up early everyday -_- I don't feel like going to school now!!!!!! T_T But good thing is only 3 hours of school today la... hahahaha. Anyway im supposed to meet REES , SHAUN,MING JIAN AND GUAN HAO today - _ - my class only 5 guys la xD All of them were late!!! kns man... anyway we proceeded to our IT lecture venue and sat down WOW no1 inside - _ - just 2 malay girls... amalina and aishya(i think) anyway i nicknamed her FATIMAH hahahahaha!! After a few minutes finally everyone arrived ....1 EXTRA GIRL!!!! CHANGED CLASS LA.. SO NOW MI CLASS 5 GUYS 18 GALS - _ - good job man....anyway we exchanged email during lessons and chatted hahahaha!!! and i disturbed joey who happened to be online GOGO DRAGON GIRL!!! ROW UR DRAGON BOAT WITH UR *AHEM*!!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHA!!! k la... later she wack me arr.. - _ - chatted with Andi and Cass too hahahaha ... anyway lessons ended and we went to find this abu neh neh called Dana to install a software on our laptops hahahahaha!!! The girls asked us to join them for lunch.... HOWEVER!!! MING JIAN AND GUAN HAO SO SHY !!!! GO RUN AWAY - _ - so i followed them... omg la.. we going to be in the same class for 1 yr!!! And they are not even mixing !!! - _ - great excuse man.. next time next time... zZZZZzzzZzZ aiya ... i also don't care la cos i will be meeting _ _ _ _ _ soon!!! yay!!!!! hahahahaha!!! anyway... eat finish le go home lor - _ -bathe le den help my sis return a library book and went to meet her =P P p P p hahaha went to airport to study but can't really absorb xD so in the end walked around airport and sent her home... on the way home she suddenly said MY DAD!!!! And i turned to see a green car which is said was her dad's!!!! OH NOOO!!!! IM CARRYING HER BAG FOR HER LA!!! AND SHE'S CARRYING MY BAG!!! cos hers was like soo heavy.... - _ - for her la.. not for me hahahahaha k la i action la... anyway was so nervous.... but then it turns out to be a false alarm..xD not her dad's car!!! PHEW!!! SO DANGEROUS!!! I suddenly realised we were too uncareful and were playing with fire la.... next time go out with her have to take alot of safety measures le - _ - kns man!!! shit ass...

BORING DAY!!!

2006-04-25T04:16:00.000-07:00

Wow!!!! What an extremely boring yesterday!!!!!! I was so excited when i woke up in the morning.... SCHOOL IS FINALLY STARTING!!! IM SO FREAKING BORED AFTER SO MANY MONTHS OF HOLIDAY -_-..... Waking up at 5.30 in the morning, i rushed through everything i do as i don't wanna be late for my first day of school!!!! Met up with my new friend Shaun in the morning and we proceeded to our school of life science and technology for our very first organic and biological chemistry practical!!!!!! OMG so excited!!! everyone wearing their labcoats!!! looks so formal and serious.... however, i suddenly got reminded by yesterday's incident -_- Low said that my face does not match the serious labcoat!!!!! HAVE TO ACT SERIOUS LE.... Anyway lecturer was late zZzzZZ sian!!! And we didn't get to do any practicals.... just abit of briefing and introduction..... Anyway the practical ended early and we had 3 hours of break!!!! 3 damn hours !!!! omg la!!!! Then we went to update our laptops with the school's softwares and finally sat down to grab a bite........ IM ALREADY STARVING xD hahaha Anyway 3 hrs finally past by and we attended the lecture for organic and biological chemistry WOOO HOOO!!! UNDERGROUND LECTURE THEATRE WIF NO HANDPHONE SIGNAL -_- HOW TO SMS _ _ _ _ _ SIA..... BUT THE SEATS ARE EXACTLY THE SAME AS CENTURY SQUARE'S CINEMA SOFAS!!!! SO COMFORTABLE CAN!!! PLUS A TABLE xD hahahahahahaha almost fell asleep!!! however ... lecture ended early again!!!! 2 hours of break la!!! omg!! nth to do.... Shaun played dota with Guan hao hahahaha Shauna was like enjoying it but definitely not Guan hao who didn't bring a mouse... and my mouse is like so unsuitable for games xD lent him my mouse anyway... but caused him to die xD hahhaha but all of us soon got bored of the break and kept grumbling..... Shaun had a stomachache and went to the toilet ... lao sai i guess =x Actually i also stomachache... BUT I DON'T DARE GO LAO SAI LA!!! THE TOILET SO FREAKING SCARY..... WHAT IF A FACE SUDDENLY APPEAR ABOVE THE CUBICLE SMILING AT ME xD D D eeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! soooo scary!!!! I HATE LSCT TOILET!!!! see me shit ar ahhahahahahahahahahahaha .... v lame i know - _ - k la... anyway we finally went for the last lecture which is cell biology so tired le la!!! And guess what?!?!?! PROJECTOR NOT WORKING ARR!!! so teacher played some lame game with us which i im lazy to describe -_- stupid game la... anyway i slept for 30 mins while the abu neh neh fix the projector.. And finally!!! its fixed!!! oh man sucks la... i drooled on the lecture table .... quickly wiped it away hahahaha GUESS WAD!!!! IM SOOOOOO HUNGRY BY THAT TIME ... THINK ALL DE GAS COLLECTED IN MY STOMACH LE ... AND I FARTED 5 TIMES IN THE LT!!!! Amazing la!!! no1 noticed or smelled it!!!! hahahahahahahahhhahahahaa!!!! We finally get to go home after a few presentations and a boring movie!!! YAY!!! What a bad day... i feel so lost in school la... v saddening feeling..... really miss all my secondary school friends T_T.... its like i feel so lost all the way in the west.... and i really really really really miss _ _ _ _ _ !!!!!!!!! haizzzz

hi new blog!

2006-04-19T20:05:00.000-07:00

yo guys... new blog here... lets keep in touch!